popess_alice

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh!!!

2007-03-22T19:27:36Z

OMG im so mad and this was the only place i could think of to let it all out!!
Rachel and stupid amy and ben i fucking want to kill them right now!! They have no idea about how upset they made me - so upset i told my mum and i dont tell her anything. I mean who does she fucking think she is, 'i was drunk' is no pissing excuse for those stupid messages - she wasnt even that drunk cuz you could read them!!!! I mean if id upset her in any way she should have said when it happened and we could of sorted it out. I didnt say it in a spiteful way and im sorry if she took it the wrong way but everyone nos im blunt. I only said something beacuse i was concerned about my 'friend'. All the others tried to tell her too but she didnt listen!! And i dont care if she reads this cuz i dont think she realises how much of a stupid mistake shes made!! She did try and apologise but it wasnt very persuasive!!! xxx

Woo Reading Festival

2006-10-02T22:22:11Z

OMG i have just ordered my reading ticket and now im well excited woooooo!!!

life is not amazing!!

2006-09-17T13:40:16Z

I have been so bored lately even tho iv been doin stuff!! Also i seem to have lost concentration on everything!! since Newquay i seem to have a different outlook on life - everything seems so lame and crap!! And my mum is well pissin me off tryna make me get a job - fair enuf ill go find a job but theres no need to say that she is never ever gonna give me any money ever again!! And she seems well mardy all the time like today i rang siddy to tell him summet from my mobile and i spoke to him for like 2 mins and it only cost me 30p but all the time i was on the phone she was shouting at me telling me she was never gonna buy me credit again and i was wasting it and we were in public so i just shouted at her to shut up and everyone turned round and looked - that shut her up!!

Did pick up an application for strabucks tho - i no follow the crowd but it was the only place that would give me an appliccation!!

OMG is it me or does it feel like weve been bakc at 'college' for months even tho would you believe its only been 2 weeks!!!

Got woken up at 4am today by my phone ringing - it was will from newquay!! I didnt answer it cuz i didnt particularly wanna speak to anyone but now i wonder why he rang!! I text him askin but he aint text bk - oh well his loss!!

Anywho best go cuz im supposed to be doing hw and im goin for dinner in 2 hours x x

Another week gone

2006-09-11T18:59:50Z

Woo another week of my life has past and nothing has happened!! School or should i say college is sooooo boring and actually quite dpressin atm!! Nothing is happenin and everyone feels the same so nothing is changing!! The only thing thats keepin me goin is the prospects of 18ths!!! And roll on next summer - Newquay twice and then me and hayley may stay there for a while and camp!! Also Reading woo but have to get a job to pay cuz my mum wont!! Gettin a pizza hut application and i may fill in a starbucks one just for the sake of it cuz everyone else whos applied got interviews!!

Went on a sailing camp weekend - it was amusin!! We had a bbq on saturday night and we had to dress up as animals so i borrowed fudgeys cow costume - very amusin!! Everyone was drunk and my mum knocked over a bucket of water and 2 bottles of wine lol!!

OMG found out today that my ex (craig) is now gay and that i was his last gf!! That makes me feel pretty shit!! Either i was his "check" to make sure he was gay (cuz he 'came out' like a few weeks later) or i turned him!! It may sound funny but if u were in my shoes - wtf!! Also almost all my mates knew but didnt think to tell me!!

anywho toodles x x

Meh!!

2006-09-03T12:23:17Z

School was actually crap!! After Newquay i managed to grow my nails without biting them all off then on friday i had such a shit day that i bit them all off and now im depresed cuz i did o well!!
Anywho stupid new teacher for travel thats treats us like 6 year olds!!! Miss Spagro or summet!! Grr she makes me so mad!!
x x

The summer is officially over!!!

2006-08-31T20:54:03Z

Yes people its that time of year again - back to school!! I have mixed feelings about it - sometimes i just wish it was the begging of next summer and then ill be like woo im gonna see all my friends again and i wanna look at my timetable too Siany lol!! I dunno i think it will be worse on monday cuz that definately is it, at least we only have tomorrow thwn the weekend and i dout well do owt tomorrow anyway!!

Oh the course work!! I have actually done most of waht i was supposed to unlike fudgey who has done nothing and says shes gonna make it up as she goes along - but thats waht she did at gcse and she got an a*!!

Anywho see you all tomorow!! XXXX

Sunderland

2006-08-24T21:38:58Z

Went up to Sunderland last night and stayed in uni halls - a bit wierd but it was fine!! stopped on the way up to see my cousins - lil aimee is sooooo cute!! Shes 18 months old. We had a tour of their new house and Mandy 9my cousins wife) turned the light on in her room and woke her up!! she was fine tho she had a cuddle with Mandy and then for some reason wandered over to me and made herself at home and then would not let go - shes only ever met me once and i dowt she can remember cuz it was a year ago!! Do i have summet about me??
Any who the uni was really nice and the sports guy was well funny and was like 'we'll pay for you to go race round the world and you can do your YachMasters for free if you work part time at the marina' i was like ok!!! Downside tho the course lecturer guy was a dick!! We went for a talk on the course expecting to get information on the course but instead we got his life story - he was in engineering but then went to sunderland uni to study teaching and has now done 'the full circle' as hes back there now 30 years on bein a lecturer - who gives a shit just tell me about the course!!!
Anyway xxx

Result!!

2006-08-22T20:25:07Z

So . . . turns out i didnt need to be shittin myself about results afterall!! I did rather well actually!
I got a overall c in geography, that bein a d in jan, a d in june and an a in skills - not sure how i managed that one as i remember rushin it and wishing i had more time!!
I got a c in travel n tourism, breakin it down that is a d in the exam, a d in hargreaves cw and an a in harris' cw!!
For history i got another overall c made up from an e in jan and a b n c in jun!!
Sociology was not so gud but i dont giv a dam cuz iv dropped it!! I got an e overall wich came from a d, and e and a u haha!! A
nd miraculously i got a c in general studies - all that hard work skivin lessons lol!! I got a d in politics paper, a d in the other one and an a in the geography and science paper . . . hmm where the hell are these a's comin from i have never got an a apart from gcse english cw!!
Any way well done to everyone else *celebrations*

Aaargh!! I no it sounds pathetic but i miss Will (random guy from wales that i spent the week with in Newquay) we really clicked while i was with him and now i cant stop thinking of him and he keeps textin me sayin how he misses me which isnt helping and sometimes i just feel like i wanna cry or run to wales (not actually goin to happen as i cant manage to run from the bus to my house without dyin)!! Gemmas thinkin bout goin to see chuck (her 'holiday' guy) so i thort maybe its not so bad i feel like this cuz she does but i cant use her as an excuse!! Talkin of the word 'holiday' i really miss the smell - i think im like addicted or summet - wenenver i walk passed sumone smokin weed i have to breathe in real deep and i can even tell the difference between green and brown - its so wrong!!
Anywho must dash x x x

Crazy times

2006-08-16T20:13:39Z

Where do i start!! this summer has been crazy and theres still 2 n a half weeks left!
Well after fudges first party i managed to get to devon with out bein 2 ill! dat was fun - 2 weeks in da english sun!! well until my gma got ill and den on da last friday mornin we got a call at 7 am tellin us shed died it didnt register at first but then wen we left a day early and wen we got home it was shit! it was probably the worst week of my life but not just cuz my gma had died it was wat was goin on around me i almost felt like i was watchin from sumwhere else! like i was watchin all my family grieve and rush round sortin everythin out on tv!!
anywho NEWQUAY . . . we are now all nocturnal (who cares about spelling) and addicted to the smell of fags weed and alcohol - also nown as the 'Holiday' smell!! met and awsome lad from south wales called will . . . say no more! googd times all round!! learnt a new word - cutch!! also broke a window which cost me £80 and have some how gone overdrawn at the bank wen i dont hav an overdraft . . .hav told my dad about window well kinda but need to own up fully as they will find out soon!!
got back to find i was goin away AGAIN for 3 days with my mum and gpa to gloucester!! not good i feel like shit and need to sleep for 10 days!!
Not looking forward to tomoro getting results i may leave home if theyre bad cuz then my parents will kill me!!
is everyone hybernatin or summet cuz iv text people to ask them stuff but no one seems to reply!!!
toodle pip any who x

Easter Party

2006-04-01T21:26:46Z

Last night was easter party!! Was fun as usual. Many crazed parings going on - Keiren and Fudge, Gemma or Hayley and any lad (but didnt actually kiss anyone), Sophie and alcohol, Phil and Ryan etc, etc!!!
Sohpie is hilarious when drunk, we gave her a lift home and i thought i was drunker than her but apparently not and she rambled on about a load of shite, it did not make any sense and she slurred all her words!! The funny part though was how she didnt want her mum to find out she was drunk so my mum told her just to say 'it was goo, im tired and im going to bed' but she couldnt!! Also as soon as she got in she rang me to say shed done it properly and she was going to bed and that she loved me!!
I was also drunkish but my parents didnt really seem to think i was - either i am not a lightwieght like soph as i dramk more and mixed more than her or i am extremely good at acting sober. Either way my room was spinning when i got into bed!
I drank three archers and lemonade, a rodney thing and some straight gin shot thing that burnt me and made my mouth go numb!!

Mum got me up at 8 this mornin cuz we were going to the next sale - i nearly fell asleep in the changing rooms!
Went to Bicester also and got a new coat and a jumper!!

Hehe, going out for dinner tomorrow with all the family and Hannahs coming even though Samuels not!! Soon shell be comin on holiday with us - oh wait she already is lol!!

UCAS along with various other things

2006-03-28T19:48:34Z

Went to UCAS fair today. Picked up 12 prospectus' (?grammer). Got some already but there 2006 so replaced a few with 2007! Found out i can actually go to Plymouth now - yay!! I may have a quick change in my route to teaching!! Heres the plan:
*Get 200 points - CDD, hopefully a C in geography
*Get into Plymouth uni
*Do either 1) surf science and technology or 2)marine studies/ocean yachting
*Do a Primary PGCE and become the cool sailing/surfing teacher
*Get a house in South Devon
*Get married to an extremely fit surfy/saily guy
*Have two kids, a girl called Alex and a boy called ...
*Retire early from teaching and open a surf school
*Die rich and happy at about 93
*The end

Other news includes-
Friday was Hannahs party, was rather fun. We had shooters (test tube alcohol). Sophie was being persued by Paddy (eeww). As soon as Lisa left Varley (?sp) was getting off with Claire - what even is going on with them pair anywho?? Got back and in bed at 01:30.
Got up at 07:00 saturday to go to Stratford for trade fair - it rained! I got a huge and very painfull bruise on my leg from Rob pushing me into a bench when i robbed his hat!!
Went bed at 12:30 due to courseworkage.
Went bed on sunday night at 01:30 again also due to courseworkage. Get into school only two other people in my class have finished it - Chavis didnt do anything about it except give us extra work - which i should be doing now - and tell the others to get it finished!!! I was mad!!

Pleh

2006-03-21T20:29:00Z

Cannot be arsed with anything at the mo!! Feel like crap - have a cold!!

Have too much hw and carnt be arsed to do that either!!

Woo Hannahs party on friday - gonna get hammered and yes you too soph!! Shame we have to get up at like half 6 on saturday mornin - have a trade fair in Stratford and have to there at like half 8 AM!!

Booked London last night!! Am going for three days with Elaine and kim - yes Guides!! It cost £34 for travel and accommodation - b&b - be amazed - i am!!

10 days till easter party - also going to get drunk!! And Laura you are to buy your own drinks this time - do not steal mine!!

popess_alice @ 2006-03-09T20:05:00

2006-03-09T20:13:20Z

OMG i hate girlness - i have had pains for three days non stop now. i wish boys had them too although they would not be able to handle the pain lol!
Am soooooo bored at the mo - i have being trying to catch up on my hw but its not working too well - i get distracted easily!
Today was shit!! My friend has had swelling in her head for the last few weeks and had to have an emergency MRI scan and the smorning i found out shes been in hospital for the last few days! They dont know what it is - i cant work out if its a good thing (it might not be cancer cuz they can tell) or a bad thing (some life threatening thing)! Either way i dont think ill be able to handle it - it was hard enough with Ella and i hardley knew her! Everyone keeps saying shell be ok but obviously she isnt and i cant help thinking of the worst!

OMG its been ages!

2006-02-25T17:36:02Z

OMG i havnt been on here in ages! Thought id update.
Last night was my dance show and everyone came to see it! Had to do miss saigon and what a slut did i look really! Am well happy tho because in my little solo bit i came in on time and acyually hit the notes! Drama piece went from bad to worse to fucking hilarious, when chris came on he forgot all his lines so was making them up so that was puttin us off and makin us laf a bit but then we missed like a whole page of the script and everyone started making it up - it was so funny we were all on the stage pissing ourselves (no actually - its a figure off speach) and the audience was lafin so much we ended up just walkin off stage - it was so funny i actually had tears rolling down my face - i cant wait to see it in dvd!
Woo tonight is the sailing club presentation barn dance - cant wait, it is actually going to be shit!
Am attempting some hw but cant be arsed and also school network thing is sooooooo slow!

Meh

2006-01-16T14:58:28Z

Am sooo glad my exams are finally over - well till may anyway! Had Travel and Tourism on tuesday, wasnt so bad it was practically the same as the mock! Thursday was History and thank god there was a question on Wolseys downfall because that was pretty much all i could write about! And friday it was Geog i think iv failed though cus i found it quite hard and every one else was like it wasnt that bad!

Am still not liking teachers getting you to go to lessons when your skiving - went to sociology this morning and no one was there so i waited for a while and a couple of people came but no teacher so we decided to go . . . 5 minutes later Crane comes into 6th form and turfs everyone out so we had to do revision with a supply - we dont even have an exam!!

Was playin cards at lunch with soph, sam and tom when some little chav kicks the wall through! It made me jump well bad - i nearly dropped my cards! The little shits wouldnt go away though, there was some little tramp with his cancer sticks blowing all that shitty air into 6th form - how dare he! - Then some doorknob threw a hat in but me being me decided i wouldnt get it so one of the littlest chavs climbs through the hole and gets it!!

Went to Wales at the weekend . . . my cousins 30th - she had a james bond themed party but we played pass the bomb (parcel) and musical chairs! But oh well it was fun. We stayed in some cabins half way down a valley, there was a stream at the bottom with a path down to it on our side. We went for a little walk down to it and walked along the side of the stream when my brother decides we should climb up to the top on the other side, so we scale the side of this mountain in brambles up to our knees, bear in mind sadie and willi are with us too, walk along the top for a while and he decides we should go back down cus its dark. So we attempt to climb back down this vertical mountain when we come to a ledge, everyone else just jumps down but i slipt before and plopped off on me arse, it was quite funny! N.B. some exaggeration may have taken part in this little story lol!

Wooo going to stay at Alton Towers this weekend its going to be sooo fun!

OMG at dancin we have to do some random jazz split thing where we do the jazz splits spin round on our arses do the splits the other way then half do some floor dancin where we have to flick our legs and skid forwards on one leg - it is so random!

Grrr..

2006-01-06T10:45:15Z

How gay are teachers really? Especially when your skiving a lesson and they come out and drag you in - twice in two days and weve only been back at college for three! First was sociology luch lesson with Hemmings, just sitting about to eat me sarnies and he comes in and tells me to get in the lesson, then today skiving general studies as usual just listening to my ipod and Marquis walks in and turfs mecharlotte and rach out of our comfy chairs and makes us go to his lesson and seeing as im doing this in his lesson it was a complete waste of fucking time!!!

Lifes update . . .

2006-01-05T11:41:22Z

Another year over, it went so quick dont you think? Christmas was the same usual family gathering at my aunties and boxing day was at ours, we had an extra though - hannah came, shes so non-join-in-able i dont know how shes going to last when she comes on holiday with us at easter - shell probably drive away and get lost in the little country lanes!

New Year was well new! We went down to our friends house in Bedford and all had to dress up for this murder mistry thing called death by chocolate and my bro was the murderer, he blew up this man with an exploding chocolate egg!! Played cards till 4 in the morning as usual!

Am getting slightly annoyed with people lately! My bro has unplugged my comp and plugged his in and im not allowed to use his! How unfair is that? Hemmings just pees me off full stop - he always picks on me for no reason and makes stupid sarcy comments! Also Craig has been acting so differently since we broke up, he keeps giving me dodgey looks and sayin wierd things and just bein totally different to how he was! I have no idea why and no one else seems to have noticed any difference - maybe its just me?!

Its been a while . . .

2005-12-15T12:07:25Z

OMG i hate thursdays theyre sooooo boring!! Today i have 4 frees and nothing to fill them with except hw which i cant be arsed to do!!Am really tempted to scream in the library so Miss Patel tells me to be quiet, also im very frustrated as the internet has nothing zero zilch on it about smoking resrtictions in manchester airport - your probably thinking 'what the hell is she wanting to find that out for?' but its hw for travel and tourism!!

My dad got a new laptop yesterday - its well fast!! He may be able to keep his old one and then i can rob it - yay!!

People still telling me random things i did at the christmas party - apparently i ran into a wall, who knew?!?! Im so glad im on none of the pictures!

Oooh Hayley gave me my secret santa prezzy today and i really wanna know what it is but no one will tell me and im not allowed to open it till christamas!! Yay only 10 days till Christmas - i cant wait!!

I have something else to say but cannot remember what it is!!! Oh well!!

Update

2005-12-08T10:53:15Z

Back at school - not so great have been given essays to write!! Sitting in the library lesson sort of cancelled as Hemmings is away with bad back - got some random cover that has nothing for us to do so we all made excuses to leave!!

Cant believe that theres only next week left of school - then a week till Christmas YAY!! Love christmas its like the best time of the year - everyones happy, theres lots of food and we get prezzies!!!

Again with the reliable computer . . .

2005-12-01T20:46:15Z

Not to happy at the mo!!! Broke up with Craig - its not that im upset . . . more angry and annoyed to be honest!! I cant believe him really!! Have had a bit off thinking time - not good - and was thinking actually what the hell am i doing im not happy with him i think ill give him a miss but will break it to him gently!! Get to school on wednesday (have had a while off will explain further down) he wants a word, i knew exactly what he was going to say, he realised that i wasnt going to change - as if! Whilst he was explaining, i wasnt really listening, i butted in and said that id been thinking about it too and OMG you should have seen his face - a picture if only i had a camera!! I was speaking to a little birdie later on and they said that he didnt think i meant it - tsch hes got another thing coming!!

Oh yeah SOPHIE LOUISE ALLEN (it had to be done) i did not say that Craig was cheating on me with Amanda chunk < her new name!! Now explain yourself young lady!!

London was fun!! Not going to go into details cuz you were all there!! Will post my piccies up when my pa installs the software to the new comp!!

I hate being ill!! Im blaming Miss Crane as before friday i was fine. Woke up on saturday with a sore throat and headache - its got worse during the week!! Sunday was ill in bed all day, monday i dragged myself out to go london, tuesday in bed all day, wednesday i thought i was better - apparently not, and today i was in bed all day. I may not go tomorrow either!!

Update

2005-11-26T22:47:29Z

Have not had reliable computer access recently so could not post up the interesting facts about my life!!!

Its official I hate Mr Hemmings - hes soooo closed minded the geek!! Should be able to take the mick out of Harris with Barry and Nuttal on monday - gonna be fun - got to take many photos of my friends with random bulidings or chinese people (laura) in the background lol!!

Friday was fun, went on school trip with year nines to eden camp museum on yorkshire - was very cold but it, unfortunately, did not snow : ( me and Miss Crane were very dissapointed especially as we could see it on the hills and passing cars!! Stopped off at service station on the way and me and sophie bought traditional ben and jerry's cookie dough even though it was freezing, also Crane bought us them whistle lollies and we made music with them on the bus - kept us occupied for an hour!!

Craigs party on friday - wasnt actually that great - i think i was ill, well i still am, i harly ate owt and my throat feels like someone has made me swallow a cactus!!!

Went town with Craig, spent hours in HMV - that shop is not as good as it thinks it is!! OMG he is sooooo picky we were looking for a shirt and it took aaaaages, we went in Rackhams, Debenhams, River Island and USC and he couldnt find one he liked, eventually we went to Topman and he found one in there!! Also i was looking for shoes and i walked into Dolcis and was only there for like 2 minutes and he was like OMG that was so quick - he expected me to be one of those girls that spends hours looking for shoes!!! Tsch he obviously doesnt know me very well!! Stayed in town on my own for a while after - thats fun

popess_alice @ 2005-11-24T14:34:00

2005-11-24T14:57:32Z

Sitting in travel and toueism . . . so fun!! Thinking about how to take the mick out of Harris, today he is wearing a scarf - he has lost his thumb ring ha ha ha!!! Yesterday he looked like a vicar - it was funny - even Mrs Nuttal thought so.

Have got to go as it is end of lesson but will finish tonight!!!

Toodles x x

popess_alice @ 2005-11-17T09:39:00

2005-11-17T09:58:53Z

Yay we anhilated muffin!! I came third overall - surprising but wu - hay! I got 7900 and muffin got -2400 how crap was she!!

Wot DO you buy boys for their birthdays??? iv asked Craig so many times and he says 'nothing' or 'a card'. I thought 'i know illl buy him a shirt' cuz he always complains that he only has one . . . but nooooooo he says he wont wear it!!!

popess_alice @ 2005-11-14T10:30:00

2005-11-14T10:36:08Z

So much for being grounded!! Tonight is Lauras party and im going!!! Lazer quest and Nandos!! I may be put off food tho as i have to watch muffin run ewww!!!

OMG i cant belive my mum chucked me out the car yesterday!! Driving to see my grandma and shes shouting at me about how everything that went wrong was my fault . . . and obviously it wasnt so i was shouting back!! She stops a queni crossroads and tells me to get out the car and as i was sooooo angry i did! so i ended up walking home!!!! It doesnt seem so far when your driving!!

PARTY!!!

2005-11-13T17:57:32Z

OMG Craig is so cute!! After the party he sent me a text saying how amazing i looked!!

Amandas party wasnt so bad after all, infact it was rather enjoyable! i slow danced with Toni, skidded across the food room floor racing against Sophie - always fun! and had lots of drinks bought for me!!! i have a new found love for archers and lemonade!!

HEHE got grounded for a year today as if im gonna take that seriously!!! more about that later cuz tha monster just came and told me to get off the internet!!